Synopsis: Annabel Greene is a teen model who seems to have everything, if you believe the tv commercials. In reality, she is shunned at school because of an incident that happened the summer prior to the narrative, which is only alluded to in the first part of the book. Her family is occupied with her older sister’s eating disorder, and Annabel’s only solace is her budding relationship with school outcast Owen Armstrong.
Rating: Very good.
Opinion: Unfortunately, it has been so long since I read this book (I finished it probably over a month ago), that I don’t feel I remember it adequately enough to give an informed opinion. Even so, I did want to mention it because I do remember really enjoying the book. The writing is very introspective and there is just enough mystery in the book to keep the reader interested. Why does everyone in the school seem to fear Owen? What happened last summer that people actively hate Annabel? This isn’t just a typical story of teen-aged angst – it’s a story of truth and courage.

The thing that attracted me to this book, frankly, was the cover. Isn’t it nice? From its appearance, I thought that it would be a chick lit-type book, which I enjoy, but it really wasn’t. It’s a portrait of a girl’s experience in high school, told from her point of view. She spends all of her boarding school experience on the perimeter of things, afraid to get too close to her classmates. Although Lee was outgoing and loud and pretty much totally different back home in Indiana, she becomes very self-contained and closed off at boarding school. One of the main threads is her obsession with a boy named Cross, which does not come to fruition until their senior year. He becomes something more than a crush, but isn’t quite a boyfriend. This relationship is the most poignant part of the book, because, underneath the facade, Lee wants a full, open relationship with Cross, but doesn’t ask because she tells herself that Cross would reject her. We don’t know if he would, but if that were the case, he would not be good enough for her. Lee can’t see her own worth enough to stand up for herself in the relationship.

